i have a spare ticket to go to the harry potter tour that my lovely brother bought me for my birthday. i just don’t know who to take :(

this is gonna sound so shitty and emo but i dont remember ever feeling this unwanted, alone, ignored, confused, etc. in my life. wtf do i do

when your daddy dies, does the pain ever go away? i don’t feel like it’s ever going to be easier. i don’t think it could hurt any more than it does. i wish i could have him back :(